A quick synopses
of the day after our arrival in Wellington:
- Go to barn, check on horses
- TJ isn’t eating, generally seems unwell, and is dehydrated. Panic panic panic, make a million phone calls, panic panic some more, rush around to find the meds that I (accidentally left at home), panic panic.
- DC is pacing and pawing. Panic panic, he’s not going to settle, panic panic
- Realize I’m about to miss my plane, panic panic, oh God, my flight leaves in a half hour panic panic
Right, so that
went well….
On to day 1!
Honestly? I’d
prefer if I didn’t have to call this day one given how well day 2 went
(foreshadowing), but nevertheless….
You can imagine
my excitement as I arrived to the show grounds bright and early, with such
confidence as I
- Knew my way around and
- Had nothing but glowing reports about DC all week
We were starting
in the unassuming Rost arena, where we had had much success in the previous
year.
With this
confidence, I walked to my stalls only to get a (ping!) text from Matt. “You’ve
been moved to Grand, make sure you hack there.”
I can promise
you, at this moment a few choice words were muttered by yours truly. Grand was
where the epic melt down happened in the previous year. And although horses
might not have memories like Elephants, I do.
With
trepidation, I walked to the Grand to do my morning hack, and joined about
5,000 of my closest friends
Immediately I
was reminded that although a “fancy” horse, DC has NOTHING on the quality you
see of the average competitor at WEF. Cresty necked beauties that were 10
movers (if you think you’ve seen a 10 mover, think again) sauntered merrily
around the ring looking all perfect.
Meanwhile me and
a DC tried to manage a reasonable hack without
- Biting anyone around us
- Squealing with joy at the sight of the pretty bay horses (him, not me)
- Making a general fool of ourselves.
I had obtained
success and was feeling generally good about my hack. I should learn to be less
confident.
As we walked
around sniffing the jumps and thinking about how amazing we were going to be
later in the day, we walked up to a particular jump that had a nice astroturf
ground line. Great, fine, all good, and then as I turned him to walk to the
next jump, he thought maybe the ground line was actually meant to be stepped
on. Except it wasn’t. His knee buckled he fell over himself taking a walking
step, and we ended up on our knees blinking stupidly as he couldn’t quite
figure out how he went from standing perfectly nicely to on his knees on the
ground.
Please note that
my #1 goal for this year was to not make a fool of myself at WEF.
This is why I do
not make goals.
For our plan for
the first show day was to do the Ariat adult
medal as a nice warm up for the A/O. Fantastic plan. Until it wasn’t.
Honestly, I’ve not had a worse moment of absentee-riding in my entire life. I
walked into the ring and froze. Call it PTSD, call it nerves, call it the horrific. Whatever it
is, it was bad. I will save you the recount of the horribleness fence by fence,
but know that we had one stop, one run chip, one pull pull pull and nothing,
and a horse that was grinding his teeth in anger by the time I walked out of
the ring.
Please note that
my #1 goal for this year was to not make a fool of myself at WEF.
This is why I do
not make goals.
I came away
feeling like I should either quit riding, drive myself and my horses back to
Texas with my tail between my legs, or at very least, drop down a division.
Matt loves when my confidence plummets. It’s his favorite part of having me as
a customer, I promise.
A series of pep
talks and a little ride on my favorite TJ, and we decided to stick with the
plan of the 3’3 A/Os on both horses. For that, I am thankful, as we will all
find out about in DAY 2!!!!!